Haven't blogged in awhile.

I'm still married. Him and I fell out of our frustration and finally got a house. A part of me is still wondering if I really did do the right thing with marrying him.

I haven't been in the mood to talk to anyone close to me.

I am getting ready for college.

I move into my new apartment on Friday!

My shoes keep filling up with snow, and I cannot take it much longer. I made pancakes this morning, and I learnt how to fold paper into little swans. I think what I need to do is really create something wonderful. Something bright, or maybe something pale. I prefer pale colors.

I miss my friend Ange. She really does bring out the best in me.

I need to be inspired. Atleast something to get me out of this rutt.

Lastnight I stayed up painting my nails a vibrant shade of red. I'm still waiting for the results of the Jeopardy exam I took ages ago. I knew most of the useless knowledge that was needed to pass so I think I have a good chance.

I started thinking about they way my life has been turning out. Honestly, I could say that I wouldn't change it. Like always I want more to come of it. I just want someone to get it. Someone who understands.

New Years was exciting!

I'm starting to realize a lot of things about the people around me.

My mum is starting to give me loads of money again. She does this to make herself look like she gives a shit, because she is never around. Perhaps I will save it for traveling, and some new books.

I haven't written for ages.

I started reading the Andy Warhol Diaries, which I have been longing for. I can describe it as personal and sexy.

Hopefully I will end up marrying a man like David Bowie.